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SuNd0wN #1 Posted 27 April 2017 - 03:45 PM

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As some of you may or may not be aware, some pretty outragious things were said about me almost 1 year ago. I myself at the time was not in a happy place in my life, my grandfather had been given 6 months to live due to being diagnosed with terminal cancer, and i also was having to deal with some memories that had come back to me from when i was a small child.
I at the time had decided to turn to alcohol to deal with it, as much of it was to much for me to take. I do not condone this, it is never a good asnwer to dealing with things, however at the time it was often my means of escape. I had gotten to the point where I no longer cared so much about life itself, or what the people around me thought. This was ultimately not a good path to take, and i would not recommend it  to anyone else that is, or has had to deal with things in their life.


This whole rumour started with a drunk conversation one night on Teamspeak with some clan members, whether or not they were just being negative minded fools, or simply did not understand my dry-english humour, I do not know.  But never the less some things were taken out of context, and my humour due to dealing with certain things, probably did not come across as I would of hoped. Needless to say, some judgemental opinions were made, and without warning things spiraled out of control and flooded the forums. I at the time was aware of this but due to my state of mind I honestly did not care. Thankfully tho, I am no longer not caring about myself and the people around me, as well as the opinions of others, which brings me here today on this matter.

I know it was only the ignorance of a handfull of people that caused this calamity (including my drunk self), and that my mindset at the time only helped fuel the fire. However I am happy to say that it was all based on nothing but some personal things i was having to deal with at the time, and as for the others involved in spreading these rumours, I can only hope you did it as an act of good not evil, and I think there were lessons here to be learned, both by myself and the others involved.


Anyways, im not going to name and shame these people, thats not my style, and im pretty sure they know who they are. I do believe 1 or 2 of them might of even gotten themselves banned with these far-fetched rumours. If this is the case then I am sorry to hear this (unless it was deserved). But I am pretty sure they only have themselves to blame for letting the situation of something so small as a drunk-trol go so far as to making them be lead astray to the point of being banned, lol wtf.. ^^


So anyway, thankfully I am no longer hurting so much from the passing of a family member, and I am here for the path that is in front of me, not the path that is behind me.


My final message to the lemmings that actually believed in this crazy rumour is... Common guys, i know your smarter than this, don't just automaticly believe something you hear about or read, make sure you know for sure before formulating a real opinion on it, and regardless of what you may of thought at the time, I wont hate on you for it and I wish you well for the future.


And last but not least.. My message to the people that have truly gotten to know me over the past 5 years is this.. Thankyou for sticking by me during the dark times, and for seeing me for who I really am, which is someone that is the heart & soul of gaming, and is good enough to be proffesional, both on and off the game.


P.S - I shall endevour to give back to the community when it is possible, my live stream should be up and running within the next few weeks, I look forward to answering any questions you may have, GL HF & enjoy this new petch!


Peace be with you..


SuN

 



Monster95alpha19 #2 Posted 27 April 2017 - 04:00 PM

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Fabunil #3 Posted 27 April 2017 - 04:09 PM

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Who are you?

SuNd4wN #4 Posted 27 April 2017 - 05:05 PM

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View PostFabunil, on 27 April 2017 - 04:09 PM, said:

Who are you?

 

SuNd0wN / SuNd4wN - multigaming at top level for over 15 years now, turned my attention to WoT as a main game since Pirates days with Lukas. Have alot of FCing experience (including 50 battles for Fame as legionare) before joining F15 and helping them rise. 49 wins 1 loss FCing for Fame, but tbh im at the point now where im all about no-fc needed gameplay, these days I find an FC a distraction from true team synergy. And I do not particularly enjoy FCing myself, as i feel like im going over old ground each time..

Just wondering where to go from here really.. :)

f3bris #5 Posted 28 April 2017 - 08:03 AM

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View PostSuNd4wN, on 27 April 2017 - 04:05 PM, said:

 

SuNd0wN / SuNd4wN - multigaming at top level for over 15 years now, turned my attention to WoT as a main game since Pirates days with Lukas. Have alot of FCing experience (including 50 battles for Fame as legionare) before joining F15 and helping them rise. 49 wins 1 loss FCing for Fame, but tbh im at the point now where im all about no-fc needed gameplay, these days I find an FC a distraction from true team synergy. And I do not particularly enjoy FCing myself, as i feel like im going over old ground each time..

Just wondering where to go from here really.. :)

 

Im under strong impression that you are taking this whole multigaming too damn serious, pls don't put those "achievments" in your CV.

 

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Shnuks #6 Posted 28 April 2017 - 08:05 AM

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:amazed:

Raffy5 #7 Posted 28 April 2017 - 08:08 AM

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Name rings a bell from when I was in F15, but the drama?

Never heard of this drama you talk about.



Yranna #8 Posted 28 April 2017 - 08:54 AM

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What was the rumour mate?

Time_To_BurN #9 Posted 28 April 2017 - 09:22 AM

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I am happy that you cleared all of this up. I can now finally continue with my life normally. :)

ThisIsMySwamp #10 Posted 28 April 2017 - 12:04 PM

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Dude, what are you talking about?

cro001 #11 Posted 28 April 2017 - 12:09 PM

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This kinda explains it:

https://en.wikipedia...ic_hallucinosis



SuNd4wN #12 Posted 28 April 2017 - 12:30 PM

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View Postcro001, on 28 April 2017 - 07:42 AM, said:

*Edited

 

You do not speak for everybody.. only yourself..
 

View Postf3bris, on 28 April 2017 - 08:03 AM, said:

 

Im under strong impression that you are taking this whole multigaming too damn serious, pls don't put those "achievments" in your CV.

 

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This is no C.V, or did you not read it correctly? And besides.. if it was my 'CV' - I'll put in it what i damn well like ty :P

Your are however right on one thing tho, I do take gaming more seriously than the average gamer, or more like.. 'serious fun' I guess explains it better. But im also pretty sure that if you had made tens of thousands in prize funds you'd take it a bit more serious too? :)
 

Cobra6 #13 Posted 28 April 2017 - 12:54 PM

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Yeah cancer really sucks even more when it gets that close.

 

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Serprotease #14 Posted 28 April 2017 - 01:24 PM

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View PostSuNd4wN, on 28 April 2017 - 11:32 AM, said:

 But im also pretty sure that if you had made tens of thousands in prize funds you'd take it a bit more serious too? :)

 

You get prize for playing M2 light ?

 



SuNd4wN #15 Posted 28 April 2017 - 02:05 PM

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View PostSerprotease, on 28 April 2017 - 01:24 PM, said:

 

You get prize for playing M2 light ?

 

 

yup.. All 1 thousand battles, no more, no less. :P

Reasons? Well 3 really..

Firstly.. for crew training, when your making an average 1k xp per battle and each battle lasts around 5 minutes or less its very good for fast crew training..

Secondly.. I knew my WN8 was going to take a bit of a hit while grinding tanks, so this was a way to bolster it and make sure it is kept to a high standard while the other tanks play catch up..

Thirdly.. The decision to stop at exactly 1k battles was decided from the very the beginning. Yes i could of just played that and gone for top wn8 EU, but my gameplay is about more than that, and my account will continue to reflect that, as I do not plan on playing 1 more single battle in it.

Edited by SuNd4wN, 28 April 2017 - 04:08 PM.


Pablo_Amenable #16 Posted 29 April 2017 - 08:34 AM

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I didn't understand what you were talking about so i started googling and didn't find anything about it. :(

Dr_Mokka #17 Posted 03 May 2017 - 06:51 PM

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View PostSuNd4wN, on 28 April 2017 - 02:05 PM, said:

 

yup.. All 1 thousand battles, no more, no less. :P

Reasons? Well 3 really..

Firstly.. for crew training, when your making an average 1k xp per battle and each battle lasts around 5 minutes or less its very good for fast crew training..

Secondly.. I knew my WN8 was going to take a bit of a hit while grinding tanks, so this was a way to bolster it and make sure it is kept to a high standard while the other tanks play catch up..

Thirdly.. The decision to stop at exactly 1k battles was decided from the very the beginning. Yes i could of just played that and gone for top wn8 EU, but my gameplay is about more than that, and my account will continue to reflect that, as I do not plan on playing 1 more single battle in it.

 

> Reroll 

> 1/3 of the battles in a T2 Light, 2/3 in low-tier/padding tanks

> keeping high standards

> kek



Corruption_Clan #18 Posted 03 May 2017 - 08:54 PM

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Arent you the guy who scammed your own clan and its loyal members for like 60k gold and also aren't you the guy who pretended to be a female for like 3 months so that some 50 year old guy in another clan bought you a tog ???

rob0_ #19 Posted 03 May 2017 - 09:58 PM

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View PostMcMokka, on 03 May 2017 - 05:51 PM, said:

 

> Reroll 

> 1/3 of the battles in a T2 Light, 2/3 in low-tier/padding tanks

> keeping high standards

> kek

 

> IDEAL

> Hasn't been TOP LEVEL multigaming for 15+ years 

> Hasn't FC'd FAME for 50 games, winning 49

 

Take your pick Sundown, the reply to this one is easy although...

 

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Radu_Korne #20 Posted 04 May 2017 - 09:41 AM

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I remember your username and some of your forum posting activity... that's about it. No drama, no rumors. Your personal issues well, we all kinda have them (some have worse, some are blessed), but you shouldn't bring them here. Best of wishes.




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