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Parlotten #1 Posted 28 May 2020 - 07:10 PM

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Edited by Parlotten, 09 July 2020 - 12:33 PM.
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WindSplitter1 #2 Posted 28 May 2020 - 07:20 PM

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Summary:

Started out as a proper goodbye to then degenerate into Arty-WV hating.

 

@OP, if the game is consuming you, it's time for a break. It's not a job. You're there for fun. If you're not having fun, change servers. If that doesn't work, take a break. play something else.

 

You're 16. There's no reason to crash yourself over something small, much less to a petty company that is represented herein. I'm 11 years older and there's plenty I do and would like to. I for one enjoy writing sci-fi.

With your age, you can accomplish more things (this is coming from someone a country with an ageist background), no reason WoT should be the only one.



BravelyRanAway #3 Posted 28 May 2020 - 07:31 PM

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View PostParlotten, on 28 May 2020 - 06:10 PM, said:

 I apologize to everyone I ever insulted in battles and in DMs. I don't believe I was so stupid for so much time. Recently, someone had insulted me and you know what? It has started hurting me. The amount of the toxic behaviour on the random battles is exhausting. You're being insulted for stats.

 

You can't take what you dish out to others.

Turn off in-game chat and set your garage to receive only PM's from friends.......sorted.



NUKLEAR_SLUG #4 Posted 28 May 2020 - 07:33 PM

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OP, you seem to have some issues you might want to get some professional advice about. Go talk to your GP.

wsatnutter #5 Posted 28 May 2020 - 07:33 PM

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op you need to find something that is fun

this game to you is not

so you know the path to take

all the best



qpranger #6 Posted 28 May 2020 - 07:39 PM

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Try a girl.

Kdingo #7 Posted 28 May 2020 - 08:10 PM

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View Postqpranger, on 28 May 2020 - 07:39 PM, said:

Try a girl.

 

Start with a hamster, less maintenance, the upgrade to a cat...



TungstenHitman #8 Posted 28 May 2020 - 08:24 PM

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You're just 16 so it's all normal teenage hormones. Don't be too hard on yourself but do get out and vent off some of that hormonal testosterone rage through sporting activities. :)

_6i6_ #9 Posted 28 May 2020 - 08:45 PM

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View PostParlotten, on 28 May 2020 - 08:10 PM, said:

Yo, it's just the another post of crying 16 yo teenager's.

[snip - no need to quote the whole thing]

Anyway, I wish you all luck, even you, dear readers, who is  probably thinking what this [edited]reset wrote. Call me whatever you want even weak-emotional man etc. I love all narcissist's people who used to call me 'the fail reset'. Cheers


 

 

It's just a game...try not to take it too seriously 


Edited by Homer_J, 29 May 2020 - 10:57 AM.
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Gruff_ #10 Posted 28 May 2020 - 08:46 PM

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Go for a walk in the sun buddy.

Bulldog_Drummond #11 Posted 28 May 2020 - 10:57 PM

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Spurtung #12 Posted 28 May 2020 - 11:31 PM

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OP needs a downer.

TankkiPoju #13 Posted 29 May 2020 - 07:42 AM

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Chasing "winrate, stats and MoEs"will never end. If you reach a platform, there is always the next platform. At some point, the platform is too high to reach and it will always happen. This applies to everything in life, not just video games. Basically you have two choices: Take a break and learn to not worry about stats. If you don't enjoy the game, stop playing it. The other way is a never ending spiral downwards.

 

Someday we all will play last game of WoT ever. The only other choice is to play forever.

 

 



JocMeister #14 Posted 29 May 2020 - 08:10 AM

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Regarding the Patton MOE its probably the hardest tech tree tank you can try to 3-mark? I don´t play TX any more but last time I played the Patton you needed 5,1k for 3rd which is 1,1k higher than the 140. So there is absolutely no shame in struggling with marking it.

 

That being said you are a good player so under the right circumstances and a bit of luck with the MM and map rotation you can probably do it. But considering your post here you should probably ask yourself if its really worth it? Whats the point of it if all it does is cause you anxiety? If you on top of that play tilted like this I can promise you its a guaranteed fail. 

 

To be honest you probably shouldn´t play the game at all if causes you to actually cry and throw stuff around.



Captain_Kremen0 #15 Posted 29 May 2020 - 08:17 AM

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In issue 2.........pulling the legs of spiders

In issue 3..........mass murder of innocent children.

 

OP needs to get laid.



Gixxer66 #16 Posted 29 May 2020 - 08:20 AM

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In the time honored tradition of MMO's:

 

"Can I have your stuff?"

 

Almost every PvP game or game element I've ever played has a part of the community that's toxic, it's almost part of the online gaming experience. Not saying it's right or acceptable but it comes with the territory.

 

Take a break from this game, play a different genre of game. Then come back refreshed if you still feel the urge to play.



Kingfish__ #17 Posted 29 May 2020 - 10:36 AM

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When a game becomes this stressful for you, it's time to take a break. I'd recommend getting into running or something that gets you out and burns energy in a positive way. If you're gonna play a different game, try one that's not team dependent, so if you fail it's all down to you. I played PUBG for a while for this reason — it was nice to know that bad performances were entirely my fault. Then if you come back to tanks, come back with a different mindset — play tanks you enjoy. If marking the Patton is causing so much stress, don't do it — is it worth it for a few extra pixels on your shaft?

Miepie #18 Posted 29 May 2020 - 10:41 AM

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View PostCaptain_Kremen0, on 29 May 2020 - 08:17 AM, said:

In issue 2.........pulling the legs of spiders

In issue 3..........mass murder of innocent children.

 

OP needs to get laid.

Utter nonsense. Anakin Skywalker got laid, and that did not stop him from mass murdering on multiple occasions. Trust facts, not quacks! :angry:

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View PostKingfish__, on 29 May 2020 - 10:36 AM, said:

 is it worth it for a few extra pixels on your shaft?

I like the phrasing used there. :popcorn:



Kdingo #19 Posted 29 May 2020 - 10:45 AM

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View PostKingfish__, on 29 May 2020 - 10:36 AM, said:

 is it worth it for a few extra pixels on your shaft?

 

Imagine someone getting his shaft tattooed like that...



Miepie #20 Posted 29 May 2020 - 10:54 AM

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View PostKdingo, on 29 May 2020 - 10:45 AM, said:

 

Imagine someone getting his shaft tattooed like that...

Ah, but if you had to pick one, which nation would you choose? :popcorn:






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